Eat • Pray • Love/ Drive • Cry • Talk

"You're two steps from Patti". "Relax". "You're not transparent". "You were in a relationship with the idea of me". How much of that [conversation] was real... I feel sick. I feel like I just can't get it right. Hearing these things make me feel like I am unlovable. I feel disconnected from myself- the self that I thought I knew.