Untitled- draft #1

The thing about attatchments is that you're cause to to be emotionally present. It involes your effort. It involes you having to compromise with yourself regarding yourself, not the other person. You. Attatchments requires yours attention. Attachment ask you to be giving. Attatchments fully involve your descision making. Because of the aboe attatchments propmpt you to question your character.


Why does letting go hurt?

Why does sticking aroud matter so much?

There is no stability in change...

Amen (so be it)

When I first bought this album I would ALWAYS skip over this damn song but in recent days it's been the anthem of a speedy recovery, having had to set strong limits and allow my procrastinating heart to find it's voice...

Ne Yo Lyrics Go On Girl [LyricsYouLove]

She said it best...

I stumbled across this song and I can't stop playing it. . . I thought that I would share. Her words so Truth and powerful.


Liv Warfield- I've decided

Loves' Hangover pt. 1

...The truth is when I'm sitting in my office at my desk I think about you. It only takes for a particular song to play and I'm in total day-dream mode. I think about the times I would drop you off for work and kiss you before you opened my car and that feeling... how I wanted to turn the car right back around and not let you leave for work. I think about our "Roberta Flak" moment... (lol) Dude, I miss hearing you sing. I want you to know that I think about you often.


I miss knowing that you're occupying that special place in my heart. . . and even though it was my choice I still miss you. I love you ______. I really do want to be/fall in love with you but I deserve better. And unless you are willing to give me better then I will continue stand behind my feelings and actions even if that means that tears fall down my face as I type this blog and others to come.


This is my Love Hangover

As if you were here.

It's only been a few hours since you left and I'm still unsure about how I feel. I'm not sure how I should feel about you. I'm not sure how what I should even say. However, I do know that I want you to "get it". I want you to really understand (socially & emotionally) what it is that I'm trying to convey to you.


We have been together for a while but I will say that I haven't been happy. Content, I have but not blissfully happy. What happened to that because it was once there. Maybe it's me. Maybe I should stop being so excited to see you and focus more on myself, the way that you seem to do. Maybe I should not follow through the way you seem to do and then blame it on me forgetting or say things like, "It just didn't come across my mind". Yea, maybe that's what I should do.


Just maybe I should be a mirror and mimic your figurative move and see if you see what it that I see when I look, listen and watch you. I want things to work but I know that its not going to and me wanting a miracle to happen isn't the answer. Some things just have to be learned with time. and time is the one thing that I can't give you. I can only give opportunities.


I want you to know that I'm not mad or even depressed about us. I'm grateful for the time and opportunity that you gave for me to learn just a little bit more about my character through our relationship. I totally understand what India.Arie meant when she said that "she was just grateful for the time that she spent with her special someone because she was grateful for the lessons learned about herself while in that relationship. My heart is open enough that if this really is over that if I ran into you in the future I would still have room in my heart for you and the possibility of an us again. If this is see-you-later or even goodbye I wish you nothing but love, self patience and for the fruition of your hearts desires.