I've learned something new about myself. Man, is it destructive. At least now that I know I can work on it... I wonder if my dad knows this about himself too.

Tada!!!

Our Organic Chemistry

I don't think that I have ever seen a pair of eyes that move me the was hers do. I mean, when she blinks I fall. When she winks I stumble. I am in a constant state of falling. Is this healthy? At this very moment she's sitting across from me at Starbucks studying. I should be working on editing my business plan but the only thing that I can think of is her smiling at me. Her face is so angelic. I should have to her, but my heart is still in the car when her lips were pressed against mines. Every time I look at her I feel like I'm dreaming. Someone please pinch me. Wake me up. In fact, don't wake me. Let me remain here. If this is a joke please continue to prolong the punch-line. No one has ever captured my complete attention and senses the way she has. No one intrigues me the ways she does. This girl is the complete package. I've become so anxious that I can process simple foods correctly. I wish that I could show her just how much i adore her without sounding so damn cliche or lame. I've never had a problem with expressing myself but with her I become instantly drool-mouthed. Maybe next week I will finally be on solid foods and out of the infant stage. God created something beautiful. She's like a Gustav Holst piece. *Sigh* Yes, all this happens when she looks at me.

Hiding Jealously

I'm not feeling this... *Smh* I have to remind myself to breath and that things always get better. One hurdle at a time.

Her Eyes Are Watching...

When she looks at me I head straight to the moon & all of logic & intelligence flies right out the window. Oh shit, what if I fall in love? Oh dear god help me

I wish I was somewhere creative and warm. Somewhere that I didn't have to think. Some place that I could just be. I hate tension. I'd rather rest in peace.

She's rocking the fuck out of my world. Man!!! She has these eyes that... She has this hair that... She is so effin' smart... *sigh* She's so damn sweet to me.

A Loose Assocation- 3/21/11

She's easy to talk to. But it always starts out that way, right? I make a fool out of myself in some sort of way whenever I am with her but I never let her know just how much of a fool I feel.

The problem with being genuine is that people always try to exploit you... It's a good thing that I know the game and keep my face free of bullshit expressions.

I shed being my father everyday.

I guess some waves you just have to ride. . .

Somple Words

I thanked God in the shower today. I'm not sure what He's up to up with this situation but I'm thankful for the good times I'm having. At least I have that.

Sitting in my car questioning my current emotions and wondering what are my future intentions. The act of truly restarting over is difficult. Life finds a way.