Is there a such thing as having Love & Security? (I can only wonder)

Dinner @ TGI Fridays. I'm ready for Ice Cream and a warm bed. Don't choke on your emotions. Good night!

*** I have had to fight the State of California for my moms insurance to cover her Brain Cancer medication for months. TODAY Obama and 'the house' advocated for me. They fought for me they way I have had to fight for my mom *TEARS*

Health Care Bill approved with what looks like 219 votes to extend health care for millions. #hcr http://nyti.ms/b3cWXf

That was a well needed nap... I just hope the rest of my night doesn't suffer because I had a nap!!!

Wonders if everything that's a secret really a lie? Or maybe I just feel super negative...hummm?

I'm feeling miserable and disappointed right about now. I need a MAJOR fucking vacation... I just can't seem to shake this disgusted feeling I have. I keep telling myself to breath but it doesn't really seem to be helping my mental state...its only a temporary fix that does nothing for ny heart. I need my heart to be changed so it can change my thought process.

Bad driving puts me in a horrible fu*king mood!!!!!! I hate it.

*******2010 is the year to STEP YOUR SHIT UP! The year is still early people, COME ON!

Dreams do seem to come true when you pour the very particle that makes up your vulnerability, determination, and love for your craft in the focal point of your hearts intention. Everyone has to start from some where. Screw waiting on the sidelines...PUSH YOURSELF!

Xoxo

Hello. Just wanted to let yall know that I JUST spoke to my moms Neurologist re: her MRI. "There has been no real growth. The Cancer is stable". Thx god. :)

I really do need a major vacation...omg.