Morning Wood, Morning Truths

I woke feeling a little frustrated, annoyed and just plain old aggravated. My view has not changed on her inability to take criticism. I woke feeling tired. I'm less interested.

I don't want to get married, neither in the legal or sense or in lesbian sense. I just don't. It's too much work being accommodating and reasonable. Honestly, I woke up feeling like 'I'm gonna do what I want to do'.

I wonder if I'm starting to resent her... I wonder if I'm upset with myself. Both?

I think I made a mistake by not leaving. I lessened my point. I am upset with myself.