My Heart's Radio

It's been almost a month since Eron died and I'm still having a hard time dealing with him being gone. My life has changed and carried my heart along with it. I am NOT the same and I don't know when I'm going to feel like the old me again. Every since he passed I've had to sleep with the radio on low and leave it on while I'm away at work. Something in/about me has changed and I'm worried that I won't get it back...


There's something different about death this time but I just cant put my finger on it...