All I want to do is Livestrong

All I want to do is Livestrong…

Last night I had some friends over and we had a good time listening to music, me telling joke (as usual). After hours hanging out in my kitchen while raiding the cabinets, ordering Charlie Chan’s Chinese food, and sipping on multiple beverages it was time to call it a night; or should I say morning. Before I could allowed myself to go to sleep I had to send an email to a Myspace buddy of mine asking her for advice with how to cope with me going on to Los Angeles in a few days to help my mom battle Chemo. Once the email was sent I could feel a certain release allowing me to sleep.

My dream was of nothing short of amazing… *tears as I type this*

‘I was standing, waiting for the elevator to carry me to another floor. Where I

was going; I had no idea. I do however remember the doors of the elevator

opening andstanding there before me were Sheryl Crow and Lance Armstrong.

“Hello” they said simultaneously. “Hi. I’m sure that the both of you have fans

that say “I’m a fan” or “I’m your biggest fan” but I’ve been wanting to tell you

both that I’m a fan not of our multi-platinum albums or your countless 1st

place trophies. I’m a fan of your strength’. Holding in my right hand my

LIVESTRONG bracelet that I was wearing around my left wrist I said to

them in a slow and timid voice “my mother is currently fighting

Brain Cancer…” As I uttered the words Brain Cancer my eye

filled with pain and sadness. As I sharing with them,

both Lance and Sheryl had tears of concern and care for my

mother and me. Before I could even finish my sentence

Sheryl put her arms me and embraced my pain. We

both cried as we slid down the walls of the elevator onto

the floor. She held me and comforted me. She

addressed my pain as we cried together.”

Transcript of my dream I had on 12/17/06
Written on 12/17/06 @ 5:20pm EST