Vacationing from you

I need a release. I'm either going to snap/ IM FUCKING TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. I'M TIRED OF DENYING MYSELF TO PROVE AND BE THERE FOR OTHERS. I'M MUTHAFUCKING TIRED OF THAT SHIT! WHO THE FUCK IS THERE FOR ME. WHO DOES 'JUST BECAUSE" THINGS FOR ME???? I want to be left alone if I'm not going to celebrated. ALONE. It's almost like people think that I don't need the things that they need. It's like they never understood me in the first place.

I need a vacation.