I don't know

I don't know if I can kepe my plans of moving back to Los Angeles. Even though Ive sold almost everything, turned in "my papers", told the kids in my class that I am moving back to Los Angeles, have the Power of Attorney papers signed, etc. I still don't know if I have the social-emotional tools to move back to Los Angeles and deal with everthing (from family drama, my mom's current Cancer treatment, the possibility of death, being back in a city that I have not lived in for 7 years, all while trying to remain the same well-put-together woman that I am now)... I just don't know.